Tales of Critical Moments in Professional Football

The term ‘critical moments’ describes the range of experiences of professional footballers, and are defined as “frequently experienced moments in our lives where we must confront the anxiety associated with an important change in our identity” (Nesti et al. 2012, p. 23). Our understanding of such critical moments in professional and youth football (Parker, 2001; Roderick, 2006, Nesti et al., 2012) is limited. To contribute to this emerging body of knowledge the aim of this study is to present accounts of critical moments from two players in a professional football club. From a season-long ethnographic engagement at a Championship football club two critical moments are presented as creative non-fiction vignettes. The first story is about Ryan who is about to find out if he has been given a professional playing contract for next season. The second is about Kevin, who is ‘lost’ in the talent development system after an unsuccessful loan spell. The term creative non-fiction is seen as appropriate as the vignettes are based on real events but make use of literary fiction to tell the story. Such representation has been advocated in coaching settings as a reflective tool in coach development (Douglas & Careless, 2008) and has also been seen as a valuable and necessary mode of expression (Sparkes & Smith, 2009). It is hoped that these accounts may offer coaches and sport psychologists in such settings an opportunity to reflect on their practices and processes by gaining an insight into player experience of such practices and processes.